Dec. 31st, 2020

lizbee: (Star Trek: Mariner)
Apparently I last did this meme in 2017, a more innocent time when my TV boyfriend was Gabriel Lorca, and it was mainly weird because he wasn't a cartoon.

1. Your main fandom of the year?


Star Trek. I was recently reminded that Star Trek: Picard ran early this year, not 20 years ago, which feels like fake news but apparently is not. Then there was Lower Decks, which I enjoyed a whole bunch, and now season 3 of Discovery is almost at an end, and I'm really loving what they've done this season, and how they've addressed every single problem that I had with season 2. Bar one, and it's a big one, but hey, what can you do? 

I also finished blogging season 3 of Voyager over at squiddishly.net, and I'm really keen to get onto season 4! I feel bad that I couldn't keep up with Discovery posts, but hey, 2020. And also, responding to new media that I'm seeing for the first time is a completely different skillset to rewatching a series I know very well, and I just haven't had the energy.

2. Your favorite film watched this year?

I always get to this question and go, "Did I see ... films?"

The last film I saw at the cinema was Birds of Prey, and it was a lot of fun. I was going to see Wonder Woman 1984, but it's been so thoroughly spoiled by Americans livetweeting that I can no longer be bothered.

We did watch a lot of movies at home, and two standouts were The Godfather and The Godfather Part II. I realise that "these two iconic films are actually very good" is a lukewarm take, but I was genuinely surprised -- I watched them on VHS around 2002 (they were assigned viewing for a film writing class I did at uni; the rest of the assignments were Woody Allen films, so you can imagine how much I got out of it) and the sound mixing was so muddy that I couldn't make out any of the dialogue.

I am genuinely sad that I've missed my chance to see the new edit of Part III at the cinema, but I'm sure we'll get around to it one evening at home.

3. Favorite book

I read some pretty great books this year! A lot of series, particularly crime and mystery. Which I don't think we can link to the pandemic or anything, I just enjoy a bit of murder now and then.

I deliberately sought out crime fiction by Black writers, and seized upon the Detective Elouise Norton series by Rachel Howzell Hall -- mainly because her new thriller, which is getting a lot of buzz, had 36 holds ahead of me at the library, but these four books were available. And they were a very good read -- I loved the heroine, and I love fiction which treats Los Angeles as ... you know, a regular city where people live.

Daisy Jones and the Six by Taylor Jenkins Reid was widely recced a couple of years ago as an f/f novel, which is weird to me because it does not contain a single f/f pairing or, in fact, any queer women that I can recall. But it was nevertheless very, very good, capturing the feel and music of a band that never existed. I also read The Unravelling of Cassidy Holmes, another novel about a fictional pop star, this time set in the early '00s and without the conceit of being structured as an oral history -- it, too, was very good, and I strongly suspect (based on the trigger warnings in the foreward and the tone of the author's notes at the end) that the author was in fandom at some point.

Return of the Thief
wrapped up Megan Whalen Turner's Queen's Thief series; it had fewer twists and turns than previous books, but also didn't need them. I loved it a lot, but may need to reread it at some point to get all my thoughts in order.

(I also reread all the preceding books. They're quite good! Did you know?)

Unexpectedly enjoyable: The Ballad of Snakes and Songbirds by Suzanne Collins, the prequel to The Hunger Games. This setting really benefits from a third person POV, and I thought young Snow's un-redemption arc was really well-executed. Like, he's completely reprehensible, but he feels like a person in a way he didn't when we only saw him from Katniss's perspective. 

4. Your favorite album or song to listen to this year?

*small voice* 

folklore

I'm generally not a Taylor Swift fan, but I've realised it depends on her collaborators. Swift writing on her own? Terrible. Swift collaborating with artists whose work I generally enjoy? Fantastic.

So folklore was about half a good album for me, and I call that a win. "exile" was a particular standout, and my Spotify wrap-up was appropriately shameful.

5. Your favorite TV show of the year?

Taking Star Trek as read, I'll give you my secondary fandom for the year: A Country Practice. Yes, the Australian soap opera/procedural which ran from 1981 to 199something. I started at the beginning, and I'm now not quite halfway through season 2, which has 92 45-minute episodes and I am absolutely not going to get through it before it leaves its streaming service in a few weeks.

It's just ... like, this is a show I watched with my mum in the mid-to-late '80s (Dr Alex Fraser was my very first hyperfixation, and Alex/Dr Terrence was my first OTP!), but I've never seen the earliest seasons. And it's ... good! Witty without being insincere or unkind, and dated yet progressive. And unexpectedly upfront about sex, for a series that ran at 7:30pm on Mondays and Tuesdays. There's an arc where a character is attracted to a paraplegic, and she comes to her colleague, a doctor, and says, "I would like to take this man to bed. How do we deal with the practical issues?"

On the other hand, there's also an arc where the town learns that the two middle-aged men who live together are not, in fact, brothers, and it ends with Gay Tragedy. Though at the same time, it really incisively depicts the links between what was then very mainstream humour -- the inherent comedy of men in dresses -- and homophobia and exclusion.

We have also streamed many shows, some good, some ... less so. Like, we're almost at the end of season 2 of Narcos, and I keep thinking how much more interesting it would be if it knew women were people. The Mandalorian's second season was let down by maybe too many backdoor pilots for other shows, and also any situation where Katee Sackhoff is required to act is going to end badly, but I mostly enjoyed it.

6. Your favorite online fandom community of the year?

The Admiral's Legion Discord, which has been a really chill place to hang out and lament (for example) that sometimes characters blow up for now good reason. And also to swap cat pictures.

7. Your best new fandom discovery of the year?

I don't know that I made any? Save that aggressively curating your feeds makes for a better experience, and, like, I knew that, I just sometimes need to remember it.

8. Your biggest fandom disappointment of the year?

Star Trek: Picard. I enjoyed it, but not because it was in any way well-written. And I say that as a person who loves Discovery, yet wants to go over most of its scripts with a red pen! Picard had great characters and interesting concepts, and mostly wasted them. The writing was downright amateurish at times, which is frankly embarrassing when you consider how much money was behind it.

But, as much as I hang shit on Chabon, I don't think it's entirely his fault. (Although he definitely shouldn't have been showrunner.) "Great concepts, flawed writing" seems to be a problem with a lot of shows on CBSAA, and I strongly suspect the service wants prestige television written on a procedural timeline.

My hope is that the delays brought by the pandemic have given all the Trek writing rooms a chance to stop, consider and polish their work.

Runner up: the collapse of the Bon Appetit Test Kitchen Cinematic Universe. I never had any illusions that Conde Nast was paying its staff well, but I never imagined they were actively underpaying the PoC who appeared in their videos. And then they'd rather just lose all that talent than pay them properly? Amazing.

I've followed the people who left, and thoroughly enjoy their work, but it's not the same. (And a lot of what remains of the fandom is ... just super racist. Like, it's literally just the people who actively don't care about racism left. I had to stop reading r/bon_appetit because yes, it's hilarious that they think Sohla is evil and racist, but is it good for my mental health? No.)

9. Your TV fandom boyfriend of the year?


Save for the version of prime Gabriel Lorca that only exists in my head, I haven't really had one. Though I am very fond of Pedro Pascal's face and think it should not be contained by a bucket.

10. Your TV girlfriend of the year?

I cheated on Kat Cornwell with Laris for a few months -- and if season 2 of Picard wants to be the Laris And Zhaban Fight Crime Show, I'm up for that -- but it's Kat. This meme is probably more interesting for people whose hyperfixations don't last years.

11. Your biggest squee moment of the year?

The whole first episode of Discovery season 3 -- it felt like it was deliberately shaking off the dead weight of season 2, and the fannish expectations that undermined it, and set out to create something NEW and UNFAMILIAR and FULLY BONKERS. The whole sequence where Michael is drugged, and accidentally and hilariously comes to an important realisation about herself: AMAZING.

12. The most missed of your old fandoms?

I am a shark, forever moving forward.

But it has been nice to see Avatar fandom revive, with both series up on Netflix. I've received some really nice feedback on my fic, which was lovely.

13. The fandom you haven’t tried yet, but want to?

I mean, there are things I'm keen to watch, but nothing I want to get fannish about. I wound up blocking The Expanse posts on Tumblr, because I'm just not that intense about it, and seeing the fandom activity made me feel like I wasn't trying hard enough.

14. Your biggest fan anticipations for the New Year?

Uhhhhhhhh. I'd be surprised if we get any new Star Trek before late 2021. And I'd like to finish ENT finally, but I'm not sure I'm anticipating that, or merely dreading the nonsense to come.

There are some video games I'm looking forward to playing? My friend Amie did some writing on Immortals: Fenyx Rising, which looks like a lot of fun. But first, I have to finish The Outer Worlds. Who knows, maybe 2021 is the year I'll play Mass Effect: Andromeda?

lizbee: A sketch of myself (Default)
Two Dreamwidth posts in a day? Is that ... allowed?

Anyway, @branwyn-says tagged me on Tumblr, so:

What fic did I disgorge from my brain maw this year?


Just three:

"Alone and Holding" - PIC, Laris/Zhaban, a missing scene that was quickly overtaken by canon.

"bare-faced at your masquerade" - PIC, Laris/Zhaban, how they got together (with a side of Romulan student life and Tal Shiar recruitment strategies)

"Running in the Dark" - DSC, Lorca/Cornwell, furthering my AU where L'Rell saved Kat but at the cost of a bit of body horror

I also revised Lucky Starfall, submitted it to two things (and got two rejections!), wrote 20K words of a YA f/f romance and plotted the rest, decided to put that in a drawer for now, and am in the early stages of planning another middle grade adventure. So my productivity cannot be measured in AO3 stats alone.

Takeaways from reflecting on your kick-ass writing, or kick-ass lack of writing, during a year more focused on survival than perhaps any other:

The more I concentrate on original writing, the less I write fic. This isn't surprising, just a bit ... sad. It's not for lack of ideas (I have at least two more entries I want to write in the bit o'body horror AU), just time and energy. I'm finding other hobbies.

(This may change in years that aren't 2020! Although eventually I hope to become a writer who has DEADLINES and PROFESSIONAL EXPECTATIONS TO MEET, and regular fic output seems incompatible with that.)

Most surprising fic you wrote this year:

A fixation with two middle-aged female supporting characters whose popularity seems to have come as a surprise to their respective showrunners? If you're surprised, you don't know me.

How you’ve grown as a writer this year:

Honestly, all my growth was on the original side. I learned to revise! I paid money for a course in structure! (Specifically the Save the Cat! Novel Writing Course by Jessica Brody. I have a good instinct for structure, but I still got my money's worth and more out of this -- it's not about writing to a formula, but more like having a recipe you can alter as you need.)

What’s coming in 2021:

I'm going to write the first draft of a middle grade novel about a GIRL THIEF in FANTASY RENAISSANCE ITALY who LEADS A HEIST. (Her name is Constanzia. Yes, she's a con artist named Con. I am not a subtle person.)

I'm also going to finish re-revising Lucky Starfall (stupid unclear action in the climax), write a synopsis, and then start querying agents (and also the publishers which take unsolicited manuscripts, because agents are pretty optional in Australia. Ugh, I need to write a query letter, too. Is it not enough that I have a book, with words, and punctuation, and something approximating a plot? Most of the words are even spelled properly! I checked!

And, if I can, I'll probably write more Lorca/Cornwell fic (it's not that I don't have ideas for other pairings, it's just that those characters are all off being alive and doing things), and probably some Laris/Zhaban if PIC airs in 2021 and gives me more fodder.

HAVING SAID ALL THIS, my powers of prognostication are limited (back in April I said that Australia might have Covid under control by June -- which was right around the time Melbourne entered our hard lockdown) so who knows? Maybe something will hit Netflix next week which changes my life, and I'll be all, "Star Trek? Oh yes, I was into that, but I've moved on."

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